“I could be sitting on the sidelines, in blissful ignorance of the brokenness that surrounds me, enjoying the whole-ness of a sweet and sheltered life. Missing out on the beauty of breaking off pieces of my heart and my life to make another whole.” – Jamie from @fosterthefamilyblog
I have a look at this image. I consider the final 9 months of loving this little man. I consider the curler coaster of feelings we’ve skilled. I consider the brutal and the gorgeous. I consider how our entire household has modified due to loving this little man. I consider how we be gotten to see God present up in profound and highly effective methods on our behalf. And my coronary heart swells with gratitude.
We didn’t join foster care as a result of we’re sturdy or courageous, however as a result of we had been known as. Because as soon as we knew the necessity, we couldn’t keep in our secure bubble of consolation, we needed to bounce out and say sure — even when it terrified us.
And I replicate on this previous yr and I can say with 100% confidence: God has been so trustworthy.
In the numerous moments when it felt overwhelming and exhausting, He was trustworthy.
In the instances once we felt lonely and scared, He was trustworthy.
Through the numerous unknowns, He was trustworthy.
I don’t know what God is looking you to. I don’t know what you’re strolling by means of. I don’t know what scary factor you is likely to be going through that you’re imagined to say “yes” to.
But this I do know: God is trustworthy. He has been, He is, and He can be trustworthy. Rest in that, lean on that, and take the following step.
In this week’s episode of The Crystal Paine Show, Jesse and I sit down and speak about what this final week has been like for us. We open up candidly about how the grief of claiming goodbye to Champ has profoundly impacted us. We share what has been serving to us, how we’re processing this loss, what has been serving to us, and the way we’re holding each grief and gratitude on the similar time.
And as a result of we didn’t need the entire episode to be heavy, we additionally speak about our street journey to Kansas, chocolate collagen, a ebook I’m studying to Kierstyn, a challenge Jesse just lately completed, and a sweatshirt I’m loving.
In This Episode:
[00:46] This week has undoubtedly been heavy and we’ll speak about that, however first…
[03:33] We obtained to go to Kansas just lately. Hear concerning the journey.
[08:43] We had an sudden occasion occur on the street on the best way house from Kansas.
[13:07] Chocolate collagen is saving Jesse’s life.
[14:33] Our new deck furnishings has been saving my life.
[17:08] I’m studying Stuart Little to Kierstyn.
[17:40] So, let’s speak about grief and gratitude. We’re sharing the story behind Champ going house.
[20:40] Why I’m so grateful wanting again during the last week.
[23:35] Tuesday night time and Wednesday morning had been very troublesome. I used to be hit with deep grief.
[26:14] Jesse was hit hardest the primary night time. Hear why.
[29:41] Why it’s vital to permit your self to really feel the grief.
[32:04] What has been most useful after I really feel the cloud of grief come over me.
[34:04] Learning to obtain from others as an alternative of all the time being the giver.
Links and Resources:
- Baby Signing Time Series on YouTube
- Chocolate Collagen
- Goods & Better
- Foster the Family Blog on Instagram
- Stuart Little by E.B. White
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- My Instagram account (I’d love so that you can observe me there! I often hop on at the very least a number of instances per day and share behind-the-scenes pictures and movies, my grocery retailer hauls, humorous tales, or simply something I’m pondering or would really like your recommendation or suggestions on!)
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