Britney Spears has spoken. The 39-year-old pop star spoke out in opposition to her conservatorship at a listening to on Wednesday, asking the courtroom to terminate it with a purpose to get her “life back.” 

Spears, who has been below the authorized conservatorship for 13 years, joined the Los Angeles courtroom listening to remotely amid COVID-19 protocols, and didn’t maintain again in her account of her experiences. Speaking for over 20 minutes, Spears detailed why she believes the conservatorship is “abusive,” together with claims that she has been prevented from eradicating her IUD with a purpose to have extra children.

“I’ve been in denial. I’ve been in shock. I am traumatized. You know, fake it till you make it, but now I’m telling you the truth, OK,” she stated. “I’m not happy. I can’t sleep. I’m so angry, it’s insane and I’m depressed. I cry every day.”

“It’s enough and it makes no sense at all … I’m done,” Britney continued, accusing her father and people concerned in her conservatorship of “criminal” habits. “I want to sue my family, to be totally honest with you.”

After a quick recess, Jamie’s legal professional stated, “He is sorry to see his daughter suffering and in so much pain. Mr. Spears loves his daughter and misses her very much. “

Read Spears’ full assertion to the courtroom under, parts of which have been edited for readability: 

Britney: I simply obtained a brand new telephone so naked with me. I’ve this written down. I’ve quite a bit to say. So naked with me. Basically quite a bit has occurred since two years in the past… the final time. I wrote all this down… final time I used to be in courtroom. I shall be trustworthy with you, I haven’t been again to courtroom in a very long time as a result of I don’t assume I used to be heard on any degree after I got here to courtroom the final time. I introduced 4 sheets of papers in my fingers and wrote in size what I had been by the final 4 months earlier than I got here there. The individuals who did that to me shouldn’t be in a position to stroll away so simply. I’ll recap.

I used to be on tour in 2018, I used to be compelled to do. My administration stated if I don’t do that tour I should… 

Judge: Ms. Spears, I hate to interrupt you. My courtroom reporter is taking down what you are saying so you need to communicate a little bit extra slowly. 

Britney: Oh, sure. Okay. I apologize, nice. 


The individuals who did this to me shouldn’t get away and to have the ability to stroll away so simply. To recap: I used to be on tour in 2018. I used to be compelled to. My administration stated if I do not do that tour I should discover an legal professional and by contract, my very own administration might sue me, if I did not observe by with the tour. He handed me a sheet of paper as I obtained off the stage in Vegas and stated I needed to signal it. It was very threatening and scary. And with the conservatorship, I could not even get my very own legal professional so out of concern, I went forward and I did the tour. When I got here off that tour a brand new present in Las Vegas was purported to happen. I began rehearsing early, nevertheless it was laborious as a result of I’d been doing Vegas for 4 years and I wanted a break in between. But no, I used to be advised that is the timeline and that is how it is going to go. I rehearsed 4 to 4 days per week.

Half of the time within the studio and half of the opposite time in a Westlake studio, I used to be mainly directing a lot of the present. With my whereabouts, the place I most well-liked to rehearse, and really did a lot of the choreography, which means I taught my dancers, my new choreography myself. I take every thing I do very significantly. There’s tons of video with me at rehearsals, I wasn’t good… I used to be nice. 

I led a room of 16 new dancers in rehearsals. It’s humorous to listen to my supervisor’s aspect of the story. They all stated I wasn’t collaborating in rehearsals and I by no means agreed to take my treatment, which my treatment is just taken within the mornings, by no means at rehearsal, they do not even see me. So why are they even claiming that? When I stated no to at least one dance transfer into rehearsals, it was as if I planted an enormous bomb someplace. And I stated no, I do not need to do it this manner. After that my administration, my dancers, and my assistant of the brand new folks that have been purported to do the brand new present all went right into a room, shut the door and did not come out for at the very least 45 minutes.

Ma’am, I’m not right here to be anybody’s slave. I can say no to a dance transfer. I used to be advised by my, on the time therapist, Dr. Benson, who died… that my supervisor referred to as him after which that second and advised him I wasn’t cooperating, or following the rules in rehearsals. And, he additionally stated I wasn’t taking my treatment, which is so dumb as a result of I’ve had the identical woman, each morning for the previous eight years, give me my similar treatment, and I’m nowhere close to these silly folks. It made no sense in any respect. 

There was per week interval the place they have been good to me, and I advised them I don’t need to do it that manner. They stated if I do not need to do the New Vegas present, I haven’t got to, as a result of I used to be getting actually nervous. I stated, I can wait. It was like, they advised me I might wait. It was like lifting actually 200 kilos off of me once they stated I haven’t got to do the present anymore, as a result of it was… I used to be actually, actually laborious on myself and it was an excessive amount of. I could not take it anymore. 

So I bear in mind telling my assistant, , ‘I feel weird if I say no. I feel like they’re going to come back and be mean to me or punish me or something.’ Three days later after I stated no to Vegas my therapist sat me down in a room and stated he had 1,000,000 telephone calls about how I used to be not cooperating in rehearsals and I have never been taking my treatment. All of this was false. He instantly the subsequent day put me on lithium… Out of nowhere, he took me off my regular meds I’d been on for 5 years. 

And lithium is a really, very sturdy and utterly completely different treatment in comparison with what I used to be used to. You can go mentally impaired in case you take an excessive amount of, in case you keep on it longer than 5 months. But he put me on that and I felt drunk. I actually could not even take up for myself. I could not actually have a dialog with my mother or dad actually about something. I advised them I used to be scared and my physician had me on six completely different nurses, with this new treatment, come to my dwelling, stick with me to observe me on this new treatment, which I by no means wished to be on to start with. There have been six completely different nurses in my dwelling and so they would not let me get in my automobile to go anyplace for a month. Not solely did my household not do a goddamn factor, my dad was all for it. Anything that occurred to me needed to be accredited by my dad and my dad solely. He acted like he did not know that I used to be advised I needed to be examined over the Christmas holidays earlier than they despatched me away when my children went dwelling to Louisiana. He was the one who accredited all of it. My entire household did nothing. Over the two-week vacation, a woman got here into my dwelling for 4 hours a day, sat me down and did a psych check on me. It took endlessly, however I used to be advised I needed to, then after that I obtained off. Oh wait, I used to be advised I needed to. Then after I obtained a telephone name from my dad saying after I did the psych check with this woman, mainly saying I had failed the check or no matter.

‘I’m sorry, Britney, you have to listen to your doctors. They’re planning to send you to a small home in Beverly Hills to do a small rehab program that we’re going to make up for you. You’re going to pay $60,000 a month for this.’ I cried on the telephone for an hour and he liked each minute of it. The management he had over somebody as highly effective as me, as he liked the management to harm his personal daughter 100,000 %. He liked it. I packed my baggage and went to that place. I labored seven days per week no days off, which in California, the one related factor to that is referred to as intercourse trafficking. Making anybody work in opposition to their will, taking all their possessions away — bank card, money, telephone, passport, automobile and inserting them in a house the place they work with the individuals who reside with them. They all lived in the home with me —  the nurses, the 24 seven safety. There was one chef that got here there and cooked for me each day throughout the weekdays. They watched me change day by day bare — morning, midday and night time. I had no privateness door for my room. I gave eight gallons of blood per week. If I did not do any of my conferences and work from eight to 6 at night time, which is 10 hours a day, seven days per week, no days off, I would not have the ability to see my children or my boyfriend. I by no means had a say in my schedule. They at all times advised me I had to do that. And Ma’am, I’ll inform you, sitting in a chair 10 hours a day, seven days per week, it ain’t enjoyable… and particularly when you possibly can’t stroll out the entrance door. And that is why I’m telling you this once more two years later, after I’ve lied and advised the entire world I’m okay, and I’m completely happy. It’s a lie. 

I assumed, simply perhaps I [have] stated that sufficient. Maybe I’d develop into completely happy as a result of I’ve been in denial. I’ve been in shock. I’m traumatized, , pretend it until you make it. But now I’m telling you the reality, okay. I’m not completely happy. I can not sleep. I’m so indignant, it is insane and I’m depressed. I cry day by day and the rationale I’m telling you it’s because I do not assume how the state of California can have all this written within the courtroom paperwork from the time I confirmed up and do completely nothing. [They] simply employed, with my cash, one other particular person to maintain and preserve my dad on board. 

Ma’am, my dad and anybody concerned on this conservatorship and my administration who performed an enormous function in punishing me, ma’am, they need to be in jail.

Their merciless ways working for Miley Cyrus as she smokes on joints onstage on the VMAs — nothing is ever completed to this technology for doing fallacious issues. But my treasured physique, who has labored for my dad for the previous f13 years, making an attempt to be so good and fairly. So good. When he works me so laborious. When I do every thing I’ve advised within the state of California allowed my father — ignorant father — to take his personal daughter, who solely has a task with me if I work with him, they’ve set again the entire course and allowed him to do this to me. That’s given these folks I’ve labored for manner an excessive amount of management.

They additionally threatened me and stated, If I do not go, then I’ve to go to courtroom, and it will likely be extra embarrassing to me if the choose publicly makes scope of the proof we have now, you need to go. I used to be suggested, for my picture I have to go forward and simply go and get it over with. They stated that to me —  I do not even drink alcohol. I ought to drink alcohol, contemplating what they put my coronary heart by. 

Also the Bridges facility they despatched me to — I used to be doing this program for 4 months so the final two months, I went to a bridges facility — not one of the children there did this system, they by no means confirmed up for any of them. You did not must do something in case you did not need to, how come they at all times made me go? How come I used to be at all times threatened by my dad and anyone that continued and aided on this conservatorship. If I do not do that… what they inform me to enslave me to do, they are going to punish me. 

The final time I spoke to you by simply holding the dialog going, and likewise holding my dad within the loop, made me really feel like I used to be useless — like I did not matter, like nothing had been completed to me, such as you thought I used to be mendacity or one thing. I’m telling you once more as a result of I’m not mendacity. I need to really feel heard and I’m telling you this once more so perhaps you possibly can perceive the depth and the diploma and the harm that they did to me again then. I would like adjustments and I would like adjustments going ahead. I deserve adjustments. I used to be advised I’ve to take a seat down and be evaluated — once more. If I need to finish the conservatorship,ma’am, I did not know I might petition the conservatorship to finish it. I’m sorry for my ignorance, however I truthfully did not know that.

I do not assume I owe anybody to be evaluated. I’ve completed greater than sufficient. I do not really feel like I ought to even be within the room with anybody to offend me by making an attempt to query my capability of intelligence, whether or not I should be on this silly conservatorship or not. I’ve completed greater than sufficient. 

I do not owe these folks something, particularly me, the one which has roofed and fed tons of individuals on tour, on the highway. It’s embarrassing and demoralizing, what I’ve been by and that is the primary cause I’ve by no means stated it brazenly. And primarily I didn’t need to say it brazenly as a result of I truthfully do not assume anybody would imagine me, to be trustworthy with you. The Paris Hilton story on what they did to her at that faculty, I did not imagine any of it. I’m sorry… I’m an outsider and I’ll simply be trustworthy, I did not imagine it. And perhaps I’m fallacious, and that is why I did not need to say any of this to anyone, to the general public as a result of folks would make enjoyable of me, or giggle at me and say, she’s mendacity, she’s obtained every thing, she’s Britney Spears. I’m not mendacity. 

I simply need my life again and it has been 13 years and it is sufficient. It’s been a very long time since I’ve owned my cash, and it is my want and my dream for all of this to finish with out being examined. Again it is unnecessary in any respect for the state of California to take a seat again and actually watch me with their very own two eyes make a residing for therefore many individuals, and pay so many individuals vehicles and buses on tour on the highway with me and be advised…I’m not adequate.

But I’m nice at what I do and I enable these folks to manage what I do, ma’am. It’s sufficient, it is unnecessary in any respect. Now, going ahead, I’m not keen to satisfy or see anybody I’m not with. [I’ve met with] sufficient folks in opposition to my will. I’m completed. All I would like is to personal my cash, for this to finish and my boyfriend to drive me in his fcar. I’d truthfully wish to sue my household to be completely trustworthy with you. 

I additionally would love to have the ability to share my story with the world, and what they did to me as an alternative of it being a hush hush secret to profit all of them. I would like to have the ability to be heard on what they did to me by making me preserve this on for therefore lengthy, it is not good for my coronary heart. I’ve been so indignant and I cry day by day —  it considerations me. I’m advised, I’m not allowed to show the individuals who did this to me. 

For my sanity, I would like you the choose to approve me to do an interview the place I might be heard on what they did to me. And truly, I’ve the fitting to make use of my voice and [speak up] for myself. My legal professional says I can not. It’s not good. I can not let the general public know something, they did to me and by not saying something, is saying it is okay. I do not know what I stated here— It’s not okay I’d a lot, truly I do not need to interview I’d a lot slightly simply have an open name to you for the press to listen to, which I did not know right now we’re doing so thanks. Instead of getting an interview, truthfully, I would like that to get it off my coronary heart, the anger and all of it, that is been occurring. It’s not honest. 

They’re telling me lies about me brazenly, even my household. They do interviews to anybody they need on information stations, my circle of relatives doing interviews, and speaking concerning the state of affairs and making me really feel so silly and I can not say one factor, and my very own folks say I can not stand say something. 

It’s been two years, I desire a recorded name to you truly, we’re doing this now — which I didn’t know that we’re doing. My lawyer, Sam, has been very scared for me to go ahead as a result of he’s saying if I communicate up, I’m being overworked in that facility of that rehab place. He advised me I ought to preserve it to myself. I’d personally wish to — truly, I’ve grown a private relationship with Sam, I’ve been speaking to him like 3 times per week now, we’ve form of constructed a relationship however I haven’t actually had the chance by my very own self to really handpick my very own lawyer. And I would love to have the ability to do this.

The essential cause why I’m right here is as a result of I need to finish the conservatorship with out having to be evaluated. I’ve completed loads of analysis ma’am and there is loads of judges who [end] conservatorships for folks with out them having to be evaluated, on a regular basis. The solely occasions they do not is that if a involved member of the family says one thing’s fallacious with this particular person and regarded and in any other case, and contemplating my household has lived off my conservatorship for 13 years, I will not be stunned if one in all them has one thing to say going ahead, and say, ‘We don’t assume this could finish, we have now to assist her.’ Especially if I get my honest flip exposing what they did to me.

Also, I need to communicate to you about my obligations, which I personally do not assume on the very second, I owe anyone something. I’ve three conferences per week I’ve to attend it doesn’t matter what. I simply do not like feeling like I work for the individuals who I pay. I do not like being advised I’ve to, it doesn’t matter what, even when I’m sick. Jody [Montgomery], the conservator, says I’ve to see my coach even when I’m sick. I want to do one assembly per week with a therapist… I should not be advised I’ve to be out there 3 times per week to those folks I do not know. I’m speaking to you right now as a result of I really feel once more, sure even Jody is beginning to form of take it too far with me. They have me going to remedy twice per week, and psychiatrists. It takes an excessive amount of out of me going to this man.

Number one, I’m scared of individuals. I do not belief folks with what I’ve been by. And the intelligent setup of being in Westlake, some of the uncovered locations in Westlake, which right now, yesterday paparazzis he confirmed me popping out of the place, actually crying in remedy. It’s embarrassing and it is demoralizing. I deserve privateness after I go and have remedy, both at my dwelling, like I’ve completed for eight years. Or when Dr. Benson — the person that died — I went to a spot just like what I went to in Westlake which was very uncovered and actually dangerous. Okay, so the place was I? It was like, it’s I used to be similar to Dr. Benson, who illegally, sure 100% abused me by the remedy he gave me, to be completely trustworthy with you. I used to be so fortunate.

Judge interrupts Britney to decelerate. 

Britney: My staff is pushing it with me once more. I’ve trapped phobias in small rooms due to the trauma locking me up. And for 4 months in that place, it’s not okay for them to ship me — sorry, I’m going too quick — to that small room like that twice per week with one other new therapist that I pay that I by no means even accredited. I don’t need to do this. And I haven’t completed something to deserve this remedy.

It’s not okay to power me to do something I do not need to do by legislation. And by legislation, Jody and this so-called staff ought to truthfully, I ought to have the ability to sue them for threatening me and saying, if I do not go and do these conferences twice per week, we will, we will not let you’ve got your cash and go to Maui in your holidays. You must do what you’re advised for this program after which it is possible for you to to go, nevertheless it was a really intelligent factor. One of probably the most uncovered locations in Westlake, figuring out I’ve the new matter of the conservatorship, that over 5 paparazzis are going to point out up and [photograph] me popping out of that place. I begged them to make it possible for they did this at my dwelling, so I’d have privateness. The conservatorship, from the start, whoever it’s within the conservatorship [is] earning money, [I’m] making them cash and myself cash and dealing.

That entire assertion proper there, the conservatorship ought to finish. I should not be in a conservatorship if I can work and supply cash and work for myself and pay different folks. It is unnecessary. The legal guidelines want to vary. What state permits folks to personal one other particular person’s cash and account and threaten them by saying, ‘You cannot spend your cash except you do what we wish you to do.’  And I’m paying them. 

Ma’am, I’ve labored since I used to be 17 years outdated, you need to perceive how that’s for me each morning. I rise up to know I can not go someplace except I meet folks I do not know each week in our workplace, similar to the one the place the therapist was very abusive to me. I really imagine this conservatorship is abusive and that we will sit right here all day and say, ‘Oh conservatorships are right here to assist folks’ however ma’am, there’s 1,000 conservatorships which might be abusive as effectively. I do not really feel like I can reside a full life. I do not owe them to go see a person, I do not know and share with him my issues. I do not even imagine in remedy. I at all times assume you’re taking it to God. 

I need to finish the conservatorship with out being evaluated. In the meantime, I would like this therapist as soon as per week. He can both come to my dwelling. No, I simply need him to return to my dwelling, I’m not keen to go to Westlake and be embarrassed by all these paparazzi, these scummyy paparazzi laughing at my faces whereas I’m crying popping out and taking my footage as all these white good dinners, the place folks consuming wine at eating places watching these locations. They set me up by sending them to probably the most uncovered locations, locations, and I advised them I did not need to go there as a result of I knew paparazzi would present up there.

They solely gave me two choices for therapists and I’m unsure the way you make your selections, ma’am, however that is the one probability for me to speak to you for some time. I would like your assist so in case you can simply form of let me know the place your head is. I do not actually truthfully know what to say however my requests are to finish the conservatorship with out being evaluated. I need to petition mainly to finish the conservatorship. I would like it to be petitioned however I do not need to be evaluated — to be sat in a room with folks 4 hours a day like they did me earlier than, and so they made it even worse for me after that occurred. I simply, I’m truthfully new at this, and I’m doing analysis on all these items. I do know frequent sense and the strategy that issues can finish it for folks, it has ended with out them being evaluated. I simply need you to take that and think about it… consideration. 

Also took a yr throughout COVID to get me any self care strategies. During COVID she stated there have been no providers out there. She’s mendacity, ma’am. My mother went to the spa twice in Louisiana throughout COVID. For a yr I did not have my nails completed, no hairstyling and no massages, no acupuncture, nothing for a yr. I noticed the maids in my dwelling every week with [their] nails completed in another way every time. She made me really feel like my dad does. Very related, her habits and my dad however only a completely different dynamic. Team desires me to work and keep dwelling, as an alternative of getting longer holidays. They are used to me type of doing a weekly routine for them and I’m over it. I do not really feel like I owe them something at this level, they should be reminded, they really work for me. They tricked me by sending me… (Britney catches herself repeating what she stated.)

Also I used to be supposed to have the ability to, I’ve a buddy that I used to do AA conferences with. I did AA for 2 years. I did three conferences per week, , I met a bunch of ladies there and I’m not in a position to see my mates that reside eight minutes away from me, which I discover extraordinarily unusual. I really feel like they’re making me really feel like I reside in a rehab program. This is my dwelling. I’d like for my boyfriend to have the ability to drive me in his automobile, and I need to meet with a therapist as soon as per week, not twice per week, and I would like him to return to my dwelling, as a result of I truly know I do want a little bit remedy.

I want to progressively transfer ahead and I need to have the actual deal, I would like to have the ability to get married and have a child. I used to be advised proper now within the conservatorship I’m not in a position to get married or have a child. I’ve an IUD inside myself proper now so I do not get pregnant. I wished to take the IUD out, so I might begin making an attempt to have one other child, however this so-called staff will not let me go to the physician to take it out as a result of they do not need me to have kids, any extra kids.

So mainly this conservatorship is doing me far more hurt than good. I should have a life. I’ve labored my entire life, I should have a two to 3 yr break and simply, , do what I need to do.

But I do really feel like there’s a crutch right here and I really feel like… I really feel open and I’m okay to speak to you right now about it. I want I might stick with you on the telephone endlessly as a result of after I get off the telephone with you swiftly, I hear all these no’s. No no no, after which swiftly I get, I really feel ganged up on and I really feel bullied and I really feel overlooked and alone. And I’m bored with feeling alone. I should have the identical rights as anyone does by having a toddler, a household, any of these issues, and extra so. And that is all I wished to say to you and thanks a lot for letting me communicate to you right now.

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